I feel like just OLD is the word for all this stuff. 5, 5, 4, 0, 0, 3, 3, 0, 5, 2, 1, 3, 3, 1, 3, 4, 4, 1, 0, 4, 1, 1. ROUGHLY. maybe not even slightly right due 2 OUT OF ORDER, but like just in general i feel like all the stuff i like is stuff ive been bored by for a long time or which i find interesting but bored by the fact that i find it interesting. if yk of anything i might find interesting pls share, honestly i feel like a big problem is just PEOPLE. i dont talk to anyone, i dont know any interesting people to find stuff from, but its like thats the only reason id talk 2 anyone, not because i care about them or actually enjoy the interaction but because i feel so burdened by the awkwardness of being about without talking 2 anyone or because i want them 2 give me their cool stuff, i didn't used 2 feel this way, even just like a few months ago it was different